You know what would be really great?
For the last week, the single thought that keeps pushing it’s way to the forefront of my attention is that I would just like someone in my life who cared enough to touch me. Is it so much to ask that someone would want to sit next to me with his arm around me while we watch T.V.?
Or what would be really great is someone who would see the crappy stressful couple of weeks I’ve had and just offer me many many random hugs. Or draw me a bubble bath. Or take me by the hands, away from the busy-ness of whatever I’m OCD’ing about and rub my shoulders. Or hold me while I cried it out.
What would be really great would be someone who really knew how to use physical activity to release stress and cared enough about me to insist that I learn his ways. And I’m not just talking about sex.
Although, I am talking about sex, too.
What would be really great is if someone’s touch made my heart skip a beat. And if my touch made his heart race. That would be great.
And what would be really great is if we actually took turns initiating that little adrenaline rush.
Actually, as long as I’m asking for the moon, what would be really great is if he took the initiative more often. At least in the beginning. As hungry as I am for a connection, I’m so very tired of always driving.
What would be really great is if someone cared enough about me to occasionally, when I needed it, take care of me. Physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. Someone who was strong, knew himself well and was willing to pay attention and put himself out occasionally. And who would, in return, let me do that for him, when I was strong.
Who am I kidding? What would be really great right now is a hot and steamy roll in the sheets.
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A year ago (or longer) on This Journey…
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Still here. still too busy 2008
News Brief: Staff of Hotel Journey On Strike 2007
darker and darker 2007
Rainy Sunday 2006
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A year ago (or longer) on This Journey…
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Still here. still too busy 2008
News Brief: Staff of Hotel Journey On Strike 2007
darker and darker 2007
Rainy Sunday 2006
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A year ago (or longer) on This Journey…
December 30th, 2006 at 9:20 pm
Amen, sister!
Mon Sep 11, 04:46:00 PM 2006