8 (or more) Notes to Myself for later

Note (added at 8:10 a.m.): I wrote this last night. This morning I woke up with some balanced perceptions. This is what I call my “Tevye List” for it is rife with ‘on the other hand….’ sentiments.

Bottom line: This is my parking lot for over analysis stream of consciousness

Just a couple (admittedly vague) reminders myself for later, when I’m feeling blue.

re-read saved emails from August 2007
euphemisms are important to use when describing emotional reactions. Only in hindsight will you know how much could be read between the lines.
someone actually wanted to rearrange a visitation schedule in order to spend time with you
occasionally terms like “girlfriend” and “relationship” will slip into the conversation without anyone really knowing what that means and you were able to laugh about it…together. this is a good thing.
silly is good when balanced with something you can count on
Everybody is afraid of the same thing: abandonment, betrayal and rejection.
Only the pathological psychotics begin a relationship intending to abandon, betray or reject
You don’t know any pathological psychotics

edit Aug 19 8:10 a.m.: I love hormones! They give you such a wide perspective on a single topic from one day to the next! Here are a couple of other notes I should review:

The country is nice to visit
Young children are nice to visit
Sports don’t have to be part of every conversation
appreciating music is not the same as understanding it….or understanding you
Having a crush, falling in lust (or anything else) does not require a long commitment so pull your head out and enjoy the moments. You’re not signing a 30 year mortgage!!!

Fight with yourself much? Me? No! Well, maybe a little. I usually win, though.
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